"Secret" K8 ([info]esper_lydia) wrote,
  • Mood: discontent
  • Music: Avril Lavigne - Anything But Ordinary

Am I going crazy, or is it just me?

I am not happy here. I didn't really expect this place to make me happy, but i didn't really expect to be sitting alone in my room, playing music on my cell-phone to make it sound like somebody's here too, looking at Transformers Coloring Books in an attempt to stay awake long enough to go to work. I haven't been sleeping, Jack's Sick... I am lonely, cold, tired, and my eyes feel like they have sandy bleach in them. I like being in Yellowstone, I like what I've seen of Montana, but really, I just want to go home.

I know there's less than 20 days left in my contract, and I know I can't afford to leave early. I can barely afford to keep working here, to be honest. Every time I try to save some money, something comes up and I have to use it.

And there are people talking in the hallways. For the love of GOD, people? Why is it always the HALLWAYS?!?!?!?

I'm sorry. I shouldn't whine so much. Life doesn't always suck. And once we re-edit those scans to have our dialogue, I'll upload the coloring book me and Jack worked on. I've been looking for some decent references, so I actually plan to start drawing again. ^_^ It would be nice to take some classes. If I don't come back here for the winter, I may just do that.

Ok. Gonna go look busy now.
Tags: sad, work

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  • 4 comments

[info]swansister

September 25 2007, 12:39:20 UTC 4 years ago

Aww, I hate to hear that you are so lonely....

Hugs,

Swan

[info]esper_lydia

September 26 2007, 06:32:12 UTC 4 years ago

Thanks. :) At least I have the internet! ^_^;

How have you been?
~k8

[info]katsuyakaiba

September 25 2007, 22:43:10 UTC 4 years ago

Montana SUCKS!

If you ever manage to get to Billings, tell me ahead of time, me and my buddy will take you out and have fun.

[info]esper_lydia

September 26 2007, 06:36:51 UTC 4 years ago

Will do, and that would be really fun... but it's not looking likely, especially this late in the season. :P I suppose it would help if i knew how to drive. ^_^;;;; But I'll be out here from December to April at least, so the odds increase. XD
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