Hey guys, just wanted to let everyone know that I won't be online for a while because while I was returning to Yellowstone, my computer was stolen, along with my Nintendo DS and all my games. Pam, if you're reading this, I'm really sorry and I will buy you a new copy of the Trauma Center games once I have the money. Anyway, I am back in Yellowstone now, and I'm good except for that. I'll talk to you when I get the chance.

Disneyland was a lot of fun. This whole last week, staying with Rachel and hanging out with her, Kim and occasionally Stephen has been a lot of fun. So much fun that something's been nagging at me the entire week, a feeling i couldn't quite pplace, and then it hit me.

I want This.

I want a house. I want my friends to be an easy distance away. I want reliable internet and a clean kitchen. I want a cat. I want to call a delivery person and actually have something delivered.

I guess what i want... is a middle class existense.

Now, I have no complaints about my life in Yellowstone. I have friends there, good friends. I'm a contributing member of society there. But It's not a "forever" kind of place. It's seasonal, Temporary. I originally started with seasonal work because i was really screwed up, and i though, well, if it doesn't work out i can try someting else once my contract ends. But i've settled down quite a bit, and I think I'm almost ready to try living in the "real" world.

The only major hurdle left in my path is the driver's license.

So does anybody know a relaible driver's ed school in Wyoming or Montana? ^_^

Does it skip around as much as mine?

So I woke up this morning, and I'mnot sure if it was just a dream or a memory from a different perspective, but I had a 3rd grade math lesson in my head, only I was both the teacher and the student. I remember explaining multiplication, and also having an "Aha!" moment as I understood it for what felt like the first time. It was very weird. I went on to explain division using M&Ms.

I'm visiting my friends in Orange County while I'm in California for the brief time i'm in California - I head bac to Yellowstone on the 2nd of december. It's been a lot of fun. But I'm looking forward to going back to Wyoming. At least I'll be making some money there. ^_^

But first! I'm going to disneyland tomorrow. It's Bat's Day, where all the goth kids come in their best regalia and show off for the tourists. Or something. My friends are all dressing up. I have no "Goth" clothes, so I'll probably either go shopping today or just wear a black t-shirt and call it good.

^^; So There's really not much to report on my life, besides I'm still living it. I am still in Yellowstone, working for the Dorms, and I've been playing a lot of WOW. My boss seems to think I do good work, and i am slowly trying to actually put my life in some kind of order. I've had a lot of thinking to do about my life, and I am Ok now.

And... I'm sorry.

Really!

I have a new computer and I even went and subscribed to the verizon internet thingie so that I would actually be able to get online. So I have officially no more excuses.

But I am tired, so I will save the recap of my life for tomorrow.

BUT I LIVE!

That is all.

And The camp i was gonna apply for I mentioned a while back wanted someone with a drvier's license, so I once again fail at being a real person. And For some reason I agreed to come back here and work another summer as an RC, which gave me insomnia last time but we'll see how things go. That's basically it to catch you up with my life.

That and I keep falling for people who aren't interested in me, but that is in no way news, since it happens EVERY FUCKING TIME. ^^;;;

We had a fire alarm at work, so I got a 45 minute break instead of a 15 minute one, but there were 30 callers in the queue when we got back. That was slightly less than fun.

Everybody leaves soon, except for reservations, i think. It's going to be empty here.

I'm alive.

The Demon Flu has not conquered me, and my computer is once again functional. *knock on wood*

I am still in Wyoming, where i count down the days until i am done with Reservations so I can go back to the job that gave me insomnia.

I gave up Soda for Lent.

That's pretty much everything.

Oh, I have World Of Warcraft now.

Has It really been five weeks since my computer first went down? Wow.

Are pretty much made of awesome.

So are werewolves.

I really need to focus and work on my story. I'm only one scene away from the end of the first bit.

Hard to work on robots when there is a werewolf movie on.

Well, I kinda failed at keeping up my journal this week, both in paper and real life. but the shiny thing I keep getting distracted by are making life rather interesting. Well, I think It's fairly safe to say I won't be doing reservations in the summer, _but_... Well, I don't know what i will be doing, except calling up a camp lady somewhere in florida and see if I can make it to the east coast.

i know this isn't exactly voice-acting, but the camp pays well, I syear-round, has free housing for off days and is in a part of the country I have yet to go. So I could go work there, pay off a few more of my debts and see a new part of the country. I don't know...

But it is exciting that my new resume works.

PS: I ate a lot of chocolate today! There was a special dinner (with a chocolate Buffet line) at the Dining Room, and I took Jack for his Birthday. It was fun, but now I need to go vomit. ^_~

Hope my computer is working now! We uninstalled Norton. Well, Jack did. It took an entire day to figure out how. Norton is more insidios than any virus, I swear.

It's funny... I actually like writing in my paper journal. I kind of miss the feel of paper and the smell of ink. You don't get that much with Computers. Plus, there i can write for me. Here, I always feel like I am writing for others. Which I suppose I am, since I write because there are people who read. Not many, but I know you're there and I appreciate it. I just wish i had something useful to say.